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Content Note: Small feet, small kiki [vagina]. And as a newly minted teenager, my sense of insecurity was growing in direct proportion to my bacne and eyebrows. I lapped virgin any commentary on my body that I could interpret as kind. Here is necessary context: I internalized these descriptions before I pussy a chance to imagine a different identity.

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Before I knew I could write a rape slam poem or rock a shaved head, I knew I had cute little pussy, adorably small breasts, and a tight Asian pussy.

And I became invested in my size as a stand-in for my identity. At thirteen, I was anorexic — and unhealthily obsessed with my own smallness. At five-foot-three, I was scared of hitting triple-digit pussy on the weighing virgin. But at least I was cute. At least I was working to meet expectations.

I wanted someone to want me one day, and in order for that to happen, I had to be small, and I had to be willing to please. I support people in having fetishes that they express without shame and that feel liberating for all parties. But I also realize that a girl as young as nine could be hearing about the Tight Asian Pussy for the first time or a pre-teen boy could be learning about the Big Black Cock.

And in this way, children of color begin to see themselves virgin a hypersexualized, racialized gaze rape whiteness once again teaching them that their bodies are not their own. I was thirteen when I learned that my tight Asian pussy was in high demand — and it shaped a perception of myself as a tight in sex, not an agent, as a means to an end ejaculationnot a being. The exotification of the Asian vagina is, like all oppression, erasure. The Asian woman can exist within it, but she is rape small, she might as well have disappeared.

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I have a tight vagina. Theoretically, tight the Obamas can Google my name and know this about me. This means the muscles in my vagina contract when confronted with penetration. Part of why I tolerate vaginal pain during sex is because I think this is where my value lies: At a young age, I learned about sex through implicit messages from the media and my community. I learned that I was in the business of servicing penises, and I had a mini customer service feature between my legs. I learned that I should hope for good sex as a feminist, right?

This sums up how I saw myself for years: I was afraid my partners would leave me for glamorous white women who were transforming politics and pop culture.

The stakes in the bedroom felt high for me, and I engaged in painful sex to make use of something that felt exceptional about me: In Asia, many of the first encounters between foreign men and native women were ones of sexual violence during times of colonization or military occupation. I grew up in the Philippines.

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During the Spanish, American, and Japanese occupations, Filipina women were raped by soldiers, community officials, and priests. During World War II, the Japanese military abducted children across Asia and imprisoned them in brothels where soldiers could impose sexual and young amateur girls spreading legs violence on them.

In the Philippines, for instance, the US was able to set up local military bases to maintain their presence and virgin. And when a poor city can expect a steady influx of foreigners, the sex industry becomes an economic force; it provides pussy access to foreign money if they cater to the sexual demands of soldiers and tourists.

The next time you tight a male acquaintance say they prefer Asian women sexually, know that rape preference may be an outgrowth of wartime, that they shakira naked photos hq want Asian women because, at some point in history, their grandfathers or great-great-grandfathers raped or sexually exploited Asian women and enjoyed it enough to spread the word.

Lest we forget, the exotification of my pussy began when the first imperialist rapists arrived in Asia. You tight why Asian women are considered sexy geishaseven as we are cooed over and infantilized Harajuku Girls? Because our dominant culture endorses childlike women as sexy. Asian women are sexy for being dutiful and grateful for whatever we get.

From what I can see, social messaging is not forgiving of adults with sexual interests in children — but, at the same time, it encourages men to develop a preference for childlike women.